August 6th, 2006

late post

Posted by blogkopo at 07:57 PM on August 6, 2006.

as of the moment im doing good...

i have new found friends at work... they're quite nice.

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I was suppose to post this last July 15, 2006... but then i forgot...

After a week of receiving calls, Im getting used to being pressured.
Pressured because at the very moment you receive a call it is expected that you give the best possible resolution at the shortest span of time.
And not being able to do that makes me really frustrated.

Patience is indeed a virtue!
I had this customer, an old lady, she keeps on making me repeat everything that I've just said because according to her I talked too fast. She keeps telling me that she can't understand the words that are coming out of my mouth and she wants me to repeat it again. How come?
The other customers that I've talked to before her told me that I speak goog english. How's that for a compliment from an american? So I really can't understand that old lady. Besides she really dumb when it comes to computer, Im sorry for the words its just that we talked for about 40 minutes!!! She was my longest and meanest customer that I had that day.

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Im not good... my relationship with you know who, is terribly not going anywhere. I mean, we don't text, we don't see each other, there's no effort on his side. Its always been me for months? If I don't text him, he won't text me. If I don't suggest that we see each other we probably would not see each other for months! Im close to getting tired to make the "relationship" work. It should be a two-way relationship and not just me. Everytime I ask him if he still wants the relationship up and running,
he would say YES. But I don't see in his actions that he still wants it to work. He may be busy with his work, but would it take so much of his time to ask me how my day was or stuff like. I miss the person he was. He's totally not the same person I knew 2 years ago. The thoughtful guy that would text me good morning, asking me where I am, having lunch and dinner together, watching movies, walking somewhere while talking
everything under the sun, texting me goodnight and sweetest dreams. I don't see that person anymore. Is it just because we've been together for quite sometime and he thinks that its not necessary anymore. But no, I had friends with longer realtionships and still they're good.

I really miss the person he was. Really... I wish I could go back to those times. :'c

"Isang iglap naisip mo na ayaw mo na, lumingon sandali lang bago mo tuluyang iwan nais kong... Sumigaw palabas at sasabihin sa iyo ang lahat... Tumakbo palayo at iiwanan ang alaala mo... Nanginginig nalulungkot nahihibang at tulala... Pagod na yata ang ngiti
nauubos din ang tuwa nag-iisa umiiyak nahihirapang huminga... At kung hindi na babalik sana sa pagising ay wala na ang nadaramang sakit... At kung hindi na babalik ipipilit sa sarili na hindi ako nagkamali..."

*sigh*

Currently feeling: peaceful

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